Yesterday, I was reading my bible study, and I heard Alissa pushing something into the kitchen. I got up to see what she was doing. She was pushing one of our kitchen chairs into the kitchen so she could climb up onto the chair and reach the tortilla chips that were on the counter. It was the first time she's ever done that. It made me think about all the trouble I will go through just to get what I want. I will put forth all sorts of energy to get it, but when it comes to a responsibility, I suddenly have no energy and decide that I just can't do it. If I could put half the energy that I put to do something that I want into doing something I need to do, I would practically be able to conquer the world :) ok, not quite, but I would be able to actually accomplish something. Today, and tomorrow, I will be able to put this into practice, because I committed to hosting our girls bible study at my house. Which means I need a clean, presentable house by wednesday night. And I need to be ready to lead the study. I'm very excited for the challenge of leading the study, I will be the first one leading this study, kind of scary, but exciting. Please pray for me, that I will be prepared and that God will use me.
3 comments:
Jess, I giggled through you blog. I think you summed up human nature pretty accurately! I love hear what God is teaching you and how life is going. Keep up the good work!
Hey Jessica,
I saw your blog on Julee's How are you guys doing?
That's cool. It's neat to watch all God is doing in your life through this study. I don't know why it took 5 years, but God is faithful and must have known when you needed this circle of friends. I think part of it is to let you gain some experience so that you could be in the position to help these other young women. I know that God will use you, your quick thinking wisdom always amazes me, I'm jealous because people don't wait 5 hours before they expect to hear your thoughts on an issue! :)
Love you sweetie, keep posting!
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